Thursday, March 19, 2009

Tests

Why do teachers wait until the last day before spring break to give out the hardest test of the year!?! I have three tests in my hardest classes!! Math, History, and Spanish! I can't study for all three tests in one night!!! Do teachers think we go home right after school and study until we go to bed?! I have a job after school! I can't go home and study! Which means when I get home I'll be studding for those tests until midnight! Which also means I'll be extremely tired the next morning! Which also means I'll be crabby and I won't be able to concentrate! I wish teachers would give us a break!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Cop

Cop's. Why do cop's have to be #$@*'s!!! Did you drop your rattle when you were a baby?!?! And it still rattles you today?! Did you get your toys taken away when you were a kid?! And it still toys with you today?! Do all the other cops call you "fatso"?! Do you have a short fuse? A top to blow? An unhappy wife? A #@*ty life?! Don't take it out on me!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

School

What happen? Why are my grades dropping? Why don't I care anymore? I don't get it. At the beginning of the school year my grades couldn't be better! Once hockey started they started to drop a little bit.But now that hockey's over there dropping even more! But for some reason I don't seem to care. Usually I freak out when I get lower than a b on a test or homework. My last tests scores have been terrible. I haven't been turning in my homework on time. When I do turn in my homework I put very little effort into it. I can't seem to concentrate on school right now. There's just something else on my mind that's blocking everything else out.

Friday, March 6, 2009

AH!!!!!

I'm driving down the road. Trying to catch up to my friend. Not knowing how fast I was going. Didn't even think to check the speedometer. All of a sudden. I see his brake lights go on. There's not a car in front of him? There's no one crossing the street? There's no reason for him to slow down. He's been going this fast since we left Jeffy's house! Then I see why he slowed down. I look in my rear view mirror. I see a cop car making a u-turn. He hasn't put on his lights on yet. AH!!!!!!!! What have I done?! What's going to happen?! What should I do?! Should I keep going down this road?! Should I turn?!Am I going to get a ticket?! I decided to turn. The second I was on the street I saw his lights go on. WOW!!! How fast was I going?! How come he didn't pick up my friend?! What are my parents going to do to me?! I ended up getting a ticket A BIG TICKET! 25 mph over the posted speed limit. I guess that's a big deal in our town! So now i have to pay $250 appear in court whenever may court date is. I could possibly get my license taken away!! And my hopes for a car of my own have now been diminished

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Thank You

Why is it so hard to forget? Something that's been so close to you for so long. Something you've loved for so long. Something you thought would never leave your life. It seems to be ruining my life. My life just seems like it's falling apart. Nothing seems to go right for me anymore. How do you deal with this? How do I get my life back to normal? How can I make my life happy without it? It seems like I've tried everything I possibly could to erase this from my memory. Nothings working. It just seems to be getting worse. And worse. But there's been one thing that has kept me going this long. My amazing friends. They have done so much to help me get through this. I want to thank them. For everything they've done.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Music

Music. Some music is amazing. Some music is terrible. It can get you through anything. It can make you feel better. It can make you feel worse. It can bring up amazing memories. It can also bring up memories you need to forget. It can make or break your day But hey, music is my life. It's the one thing I know will always be there for me. I guess you could say it's an amazing friend That perfect friend you wished you could have. A friend that will always be there for you. No matter what the circumstances. No matter what you've done. Or what someone else has done to you. I feel music will always be there for me. For the rest of my life

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day Sucks!

Valentine's Day was yesterday! I didn't do anything special! I had to wake up early to go to Fairmont for my sisters hockey game! The game seemed like it lasted three hours! I was about to go insane! But after that I slept for a really long time! Which was the best part of my day! But then I had to get up for my stupid hockey game in rochester!! Which didn't start till 6:45! Which means the varsity game didn't start till 8:30!! Which means we didn't mean we didn't get home till MIDNIGHT!!!! I told you hockey's running my life!! I could of had an absolutely amazing valentine's day if it wasn't for hockey!