Thank You

Why is it so hard to forget? Something that's been so close to you for so long. Something you've loved for so long. Something you thought would never leave your life. It seems to be ruining my life. My life just seems like it's falling apart. Nothing seems to go right for me anymore. How do you deal with this? How do I get my life back to normal? How can I make my life happy without it? It seems like I've tried everything I possibly could to erase this from my memory. Nothings working. It just seems to be getting worse. And worse. But there's been one thing that has kept me going this long. My amazing friends. They have done so much to help me get through this. I want to thank them. For everything they've done.