Thursday, March 19, 2009

Tests

Why do teachers wait until the last day before spring break to give out the hardest test of the year!?! I have three tests in my hardest classes!! Math, History, and Spanish! I can't study for all three tests in one night!!! Do teachers think we go home right after school and study until we go to bed?! I have a job after school! I can't go home and study! Which means when I get home I'll be studding for those tests until midnight! Which also means I'll be extremely tired the next morning! Which also means I'll be crabby and I won't be able to concentrate! I wish teachers would give us a break!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Cop

Cop's. Why do cop's have to be #$@*'s!!! Did you drop your rattle when you were a baby?!?! And it still rattles you today?! Did you get your toys taken away when you were a kid?! And it still toys with you today?! Do all the other cops call you "fatso"?! Do you have a short fuse? A top to blow? An unhappy wife? A #@*ty life?! Don't take it out on me!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

School

What happen? Why are my grades dropping? Why don't I care anymore? I don't get it. At the beginning of the school year my grades couldn't be better! Once hockey started they started to drop a little bit.But now that hockey's over there dropping even more! But for some reason I don't seem to care. Usually I freak out when I get lower than a b on a test or homework. My last tests scores have been terrible. I haven't been turning in my homework on time. When I do turn in my homework I put very little effort into it. I can't seem to concentrate on school right now. There's just something else on my mind that's blocking everything else out.

Friday, March 6, 2009

AH!!!!!

I'm driving down the road. Trying to catch up to my friend. Not knowing how fast I was going. Didn't even think to check the speedometer. All of a sudden. I see his brake lights go on. There's not a car in front of him? There's no one crossing the street? There's no reason for him to slow down. He's been going this fast since we left Jeffy's house! Then I see why he slowed down. I look in my rear view mirror. I see a cop car making a u-turn. He hasn't put on his lights on yet. AH!!!!!!!! What have I done?! What's going to happen?! What should I do?! Should I keep going down this road?! Should I turn?!Am I going to get a ticket?! I decided to turn. The second I was on the street I saw his lights go on. WOW!!! How fast was I going?! How come he didn't pick up my friend?! What are my parents going to do to me?! I ended up getting a ticket A BIG TICKET! 25 mph over the posted speed limit. I guess that's a big deal in our town! So now i have to pay $250 appear in court whenever may court date is. I could possibly get my license taken away!! And my hopes for a car of my own have now been diminished

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Thank You

Why is it so hard to forget? Something that's been so close to you for so long. Something you've loved for so long. Something you thought would never leave your life. It seems to be ruining my life. My life just seems like it's falling apart. Nothing seems to go right for me anymore. How do you deal with this? How do I get my life back to normal? How can I make my life happy without it? It seems like I've tried everything I possibly could to erase this from my memory. Nothings working. It just seems to be getting worse. And worse. But there's been one thing that has kept me going this long. My amazing friends. They have done so much to help me get through this. I want to thank them. For everything they've done.